Wednesday, August 01, 2018

shouldn't have worried...

Weight was down a tiny bit from last time. (though yes, I need to keep working on that. No, my doctor didn't say anything about that. I suppose she's happy my weight is stable or trending downward a little. And yes, very rapid weight loss can be a worrying thing)

All my blood numbers were right within the range they should be. (Cholesterol and triglycerides were at the low end of normal; I presume my exercise helps control those. Sodium was the low end of normal but that probably makes sense given that I eat relatively little of it. Glucose numbers were right where they should be so maybe my diet is fine as it is, and the occasional indulgence of a couple teaspoons of Golden Syrup in my tea or the occasional cookie are not so horrible)

She was pleased that I tend to avoid processed foods in my diet and strive to eat my vegetables. She did remind me of planning a colonoscopy for next year but said doing it in the summer made sense given that you're out of commission for a day or so.

It will take me a while to get over being nervous. (And she wants bloodwork again in six months - no idea if this is a new thing, a "let's get back onto the schedule you used to have" thing, or a "I have a low-level concern" thing though I would hope if she did she'd have raised it with me, and as I said - all the numbers are relentlessly normal, and I have no symptoms of anything weird)

But yeah. Will take me a bit to calm back down to steady state. I need to do a little piano practice but then I am going to Sherman; there are a couple things I want from the Ulta and I haven't been able to get there for more than a month, and I suspect the new issue of the Brit-Knit magazines are out.

Edited to add, at about 10:45:

Dangit, I should NOT still be racing with anxiety. Everything was fine, I don't need to make any changes, I don't need to go back 'til February unless I get hurt or sick. I need to calm the heck down.

(Sometimes pressing something against my chest resets things. This is Polaris, who I bought back in November. It's not totally working. This is why I kind of wish I had someone on-call who was willing to hug me - that's usually the thing that fixes it the best)

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