I give up

I just found out more details on the thing I posted about yesterday.

Suffice it to say, it just further undermines my opinion of the human race, or at least certain members of it.

I'm just completely overwhelmed right now. It seems like the minute I finish my work stuff and think, "Oh good, I can relax now" something ELSE comes up and I can't relax.

And I was also thinking about how "thank goodness, with this month's paycheck I can start to replenish my depleted savings account" but here comes a nastygram from the IRS - I effed up on my 2009 taxes (and sadly, now that I check, they are right) and owe them a chunk of change.

Also, I was nearly in a car accident coming to campus. (I had wiped that out of my mind momentarily). I was going through the never-finished-intersection construction (It's supposed to be a light, but it's a four-way stop right now). I waited for my turn. Started to pull through and turn. A panel truck came through - either he didn't see me, or figured he could get through before me. I had to slam on the brakes and it scared me. I think I'm going to go back to driving the long 'way round, which irritates me, but at least it's not likely to be fatal. (I think the truck driver just didn't see me - it's still dark out - THANKS SO MUCH DAYLIGHT SAVING TIME - when I go to work now.)

I GIVE UP. I just want to cry. Nothing is going right right now in my life.