Argh. I have just not felt well today. I think I know what I can blame it on, though. I've been keeping track of "low" moods and when I "hurt" and things like that: and it seems always to be worst on days with a high dewpoint.

(The dewpoint, when I got up this morning, was 72. That's pretty miserable. It's 70 now, which is not much better).

I admit I had a couple minutes while giving the exam this morning that I really felt like I wanted to run screaming from the room. I'm just tired. I think I've been pushing myself a little much and having a long meeting last night (which got a bit acrimonious in one part and I'm praying they don't ask me to serve on the committee that will be formed to investigate the issue, because (a) I can honestly see both sides of the argument and cannot come down on a side as being "better" than the other and (b) this is that kind of "peacemaker" stuff I've decided I don't want to be part of any more, because being the peacemaker only means that the two aggrieved parties are angry with YOU instead of angry at each other any more.

So I didn't sleep well last night, either. I got up at 4:30 as I often do, started getting ready to work out, felt how humid it was, said, "bag it" and went back to bed for another hour and a half. I'm going to try to do the workout this afternoon.

Annnnnd....I declared the rest of the post a tl:dr. Basically the upshot is "I feel fat and icky though probably part of that is that it's really humid. And it stinks that women in this society are taught to base a large part of their self-worth on their dress size."