knit kiwi (the bird, not the fruit nor the New Zealander person...) pattern.

I want one of those. Maybe that's what I need - a little quick gratification.

(gah. I just had someone call me up. This is someone I whose help I was counting on for something important, and they just flaked on me - one of those "it slipped my mind" things. Yeah, stuff slips my mind, too, but not stuff that someone has impressed upon me as being VITAL. Now this makes more work for me.

I want to run away and join the circus.

Except there is absolutely nothing worthwhile circus-related I can do. Except for sweeping up after the elephants, and frankly, some days it feels like I'm already doing that in a figurative sort of way.)